Mother Fu....

I had been working on a freaking one shot since last night. Nothing angsty. All fun and I freaken deleted it. I don't even know what the hell happened. I can't get used to this damn Mac! This is the second freaken story I lost on mistake. I don't even want to go back and rewrite it. This is bullshit. I'm so fucking pissed. I was going to finish the damn thing finally after posting all this afternoon on the forums and now the damn thing is fucking gone. So I'm cursing now, nothing is new. Plus my wine is gone and I can't find a decent thing to eat in this house. If I wasn't drinking I'd go to the store. On the other hand if I wasn't drinking I wouldn't want junk food.